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I Feel Soooo..... I Don't Know

    Today I've felt the worst I've felt in a long, long time. All of my stress that's been building up came out in a 10 minute cry and keeps coming back every like 20-30 minutes. I've been stressed with school, the only class I've been having trouble with is math but that's typical because I've a;ways struggled with it. Other than that the fact that I have classes Mon- Fri is really taking a toll. It feels like I have no time for me, which really sucks. Not to mention I work on Saturdays and this past weekend I worked Sunday too. I feel bad cause I know I shouldn't complain because I know somewhere someone's struggling way more than I am.

    Then to top it off I'm having "relationship" issues with this guy I've been kinda with for a while. I don't it's really hard dealing with him. I feel like we need to take a break because we're really attached even though we're far away. I know it would be the right thing to do but I'm afraid he won't understand and move on. It's a really hard decision to make especially for me because I'm not good at making them. Plus it's really hard to let go of someone you care about and who cares about you. I REALLY DON"T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON WITH ME.

I Like It.... A Lot

 Well the first two days of school were really good! I like all of my classes, I'm really going to like my English teacher, she's crazy but it's cool. I was really happy when I found out that three out of my four classes have people I know from Seneca and they're not fake. My cousin also goes there which was a surprise. I really hope I didn't speak to soon by saying how much I like MC!

AHHHH

  Wow I officially start at MC tomorrow and boy am I nervous. At the same time I'm really excited though, it's just that I have no idea what to expect. Anywhoo we shall see what happens = )

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